By the time the weekend arrived, I was feeling much more at ease and musically prepared. I also just had a realisation that I had been building relationships during this time, just not ones that I expected. I spent loads of time with Pastor Garth and Matt and Denholm. And honestly I am truly grateful to have them in my life. It’s not every day that you get to spend time with wonderful, young men of God. They may not know it, but their kindness and patience towards me has made this journey such a joy for me. They have been remarkable friends to me.

Serving in the music ministry over the weekend was such a breeze. I wasn’t nervous or self-conscious. I really enjoyed playing my instrument and Denholm’s angry (but not really) looks from the other side of the stage. The only pressure I really felt was from home. The fact that I had to leave earlier for rehearsals and eat lunch with the band created a bit of an atmosphere between me and my parents. I know that their reaction is a little misplaced but it comes from a place of love. As parents they miss me and because I am a very dedicated person, it causes them to feel like I don’t want to spend time with them. I did, however, talk to them and we resolved the issue.